jadexcore_frsre

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Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:00:05 GMT

Uh, I'm dropping Jade.
He really only had one plotline going and that was with Bert.
(Sometimes Davey but..yeah.)

Jen and I decided that Jade got better and was planned for release.
So uh..yeah.

I still have Bden, so no worries.

Fri, 10 Nov 2006 07:03:13 GMT

S-E-X!
Basic Questions
Are you a virgin?: no way
When did you loose your virginity?: a while ago.
How many people have you had sex with?: A few.
Do you enjoy sex?: of course.
What is the best way to get you in bed?: I'm pretty skanky.
The one thing that will never work on you?: Uh..I dunno.
Would you have sex with someone of the same sex?: Ew. WTF?
Have You Ever..
Been with more then one person at once?: ...Yeah.
Given oral sex?: yes
Gotten oral sex?: sure have.
done a 69?: -shrug- yesihave
Had anal sex?: Oh my. Never. -faints-
Had sex in public?: Yep.
Teased someone just to be mean?: Oh yes.
Regretted it in the morning?: A few times when I was younger.
This Or That
Spit or swallow: Swallow. Always.
Fast or slow: both
Lots of kissing or no kissing: lots
Loud or quite: Loud, plz.
Lights on or off: both.
Make love or fuck: I like both. Matters on the mood.
Top or bottom: Both.
Would You...
Be with more then one person at the same time?: Heck yes. In a heartbeat.
Have a one night stand?: -shrug-
Try something you said you never would?: depends
Kiss and tell?: nope.
Cheat?: -shrug-
Sleep with someone who is taken?: -shrug-
Have sex for money?: depends on the amount.
Have a fuck buddy?: -smirk-
Video tape it?: chyeah.
Now For The Good Stuff
The most sex you have had in one night?:Lots.
How many times( not people) have you had sex?: numerous.
Have you ever had more then one orgasm?: oh yes.
Whats the thing people tell you that your best at?: -blushes- there's this thing I do with my hips..and yeah. nevermind.
Whats the best sex you have ever had?: Shower sex with Davey. Other times too.
Who do you think about when you masturbate?: There's someone. He knows who he is.
Whats the longest you have gone without sex?: A whi
Have you ever hooked up with someone just because you heard they were good?: nope
Ever have sex with someone because they rejected you before?: nope

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 17:42:30 GMT

I didn't know this was how things were going to go.

I feel like I've made a huge mistake.

I'm sorry.

Why do all my sentences start with I?

...Grilled cheese sounds good right about now.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 07:09:27 GMT

I feel numb.

Someone help me feel real again?

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:35:28 GMT

I don't even..know anymore.

Seems like Porcupine is the only thing I have left from when things were good for a fleeting second.
(I knew it was too good to be true.)

Guess this is what I get for being greedy, huh?

Fri, 20 Oct 2006 04:57:20 GMT

My puppy and my boy are both so cute.

I just wish I could potty train Davey. ;D

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 07:08:31 GMT

Gave us two shots to the ~~back~~ of the head.
And we're all dead now.

~~These are the days I pray to the clouds I don't wake up.~~

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 13:35:13 GMT

Jade got bored.
Uh..yeah.

[Um, ignore the fact that you know..Jade didn't make it? orsomething? -grin-]

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 23:53:12 GMT

Clouds are clearing...ish.
(With a chance of rain.)
While some things are amazing, other things are getting shitty.
(Like my conscience.)
Sucks when you have a good thing and you can't keep it to yourself.
(I wanna keep you to myself.)

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 20:39:55 GMT

:/

Every silver lining has a cloud underneath.

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 07:22:39 GMT

DAVEY AND I GOT A PUPPY!

His name is Porcupine. :D

Pictures later when I can find my camera in this mess we call a room.

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 22:42:40 GMT

Mkay..Jade's really bored.

Someone come find him. :D

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 05:53:59 GMT

I'm curled up in the rec room writing this, watching the sun come up through the windows. It's actually calming at this time, you can actually hear yourself think. You can also hear someone getting a little louder than they wanted. (Damn that voice sounds familiar.)
Anyway, insomnia has given me the time to reflect on some things, which, when you're in a place such as this, may or may not be a good thing.

I guess it comes down this: I have no idea what I'm doing.

I miss my boyfriend. I don't even know if you can call him that, due to the fact that I haven't seen him in about three days. Bottom line? Davey, we need to talk. I don't care how, I don't care when, just find me.

I don't know how many more sleepless nights and low budget zombie movies I can take before I snap.

Am I single? Am I taken? I don't even know anymore. You just can't lay claim on people and say "When you're back on the market, call me and we'll fuck." I don't work this way. I don't know when this turned into a free-for-all on Jade, but I'd kinda like a say in it before I go to the highest bidder.

You know things are bad when you're to the point where you want to ask them to up your dosage just so you'll OD and pass out for a while and not have to deal with it.

I've discovered something in my few weeks here, and I'd like to share it with all of you:

You can't find the answers while you're on your back. Peace can't be found in a few minutes of forbidden passion. Counting the cracks in the ceiling won't save you.

I can't save me.
Can you?

PS: If anyone could get me a cig, I'd be eternally grateful.

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 06:03:49 GMT

Jade feels better now.

Yay for third person entries. :D

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:59:37 GMT

Jade thinks he's getting sick agian.

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:11:29 GMT

~~I really wish this would just go away.~~

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:21:24 GMT

Haha. I look like shit.

Kinda ironic since today's hug a vegitarian day.

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 00:10:53 GMT

This fucking sucks.

I wish I never came here.

It is true, Dave.

I should of died that night.

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 04:50:55 GMT

It's not fair.

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 05:38:08 GMT

-flail-
Where is my boyfriend?

D:<

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 06:36:45 GMT

Mmn..yeah.
I heart chu.
<3

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:06:07 GMT

I haven't been around much, sorry about that.

Jade's not been feeling well.

Infact, he's cooped up in his room, hiding under the blankets.

Snuggles and love would be appreciated.

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 08:00:00 GMT

I like cartoons.

And good friends.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 05:52:36 GMT

:(

I'm not happy!

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 04:18:46 GMT

I need friends. -pouts-